Before I start, let me just make it very clear that this is me needing to vent. I am aware of this. I am aware that things almost always look better with distance and time.
But right now time isn't moving fast enough and I'm feeling a little trapped.
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I feel like I just finished something and before I can even start to breathe, there's something else I was supposed to have already begun.
It just doesn't stop.
I just want some time to appreciate the quiet.
Just a little bit.
And okay, while I'm talking in these big, broad terms, it's not all my classes. It's not everything.
It's a few (okay, one) classes that not only do I not enjoy, I feel like I'm constantly behind. And seeing as a lot of that is due to the teacher, there's nothing I can do about it.
See? It always comes back to me needing to let it go.
I need to go talk to the people who might be able to make a difference and then I need to move on.
Accept that it's out of my control.
Ha. I'm not very good at that.
The whole being chill thing isn't inherent in my personality.
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Thanks for listening.
I'm going to go make Valentine's.
1 comment:
I can so relate to it. I also feel lost in many of my classes. It feels like everyone else knows what's going on in the class except me. I just sit there, lost!
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