decisions

"I realized I would always be missing something. That no matter what I did, I would always be missing something else. And the only way to live, the only way to be happy, was to make sure the thing I didn’t miss meant more to me than the things I missed." -David Levithan

This quote has been running through my mind. 

It seems particularly fitting for some things that are happening right now. 

Things I feel I feel I can't talk about here because I am Tela, not Terrie.

And that's okay. That's a decision I made.

Whether it was the right one or not, it's one I now have to live with.