Before I start, let me just make it very clear that this is me needing to vent. I am aware of this. I am aware that things almost always look better with distance and time.
But right now time isn't moving fast enough and I'm feeling a little trapped.
I feel like I just finished something and before I can even start to breathe, there's something else I was supposed to have already begun.
It just doesn't stop.
I just want some time to appreciate the quiet.
Just a little bit.
And okay, while I'm talking in these big, broad terms, it's not all my classes. It's not everything.
It's a few (okay, one) classes that not only do I not enjoy, I feel like I'm constantly behind. And seeing as a lot of that is due to the teacher, there's nothing I can do about it.
See? It always comes back to me needing to let it go.
I need to go talk to the people who might be able to make a difference and then I need to move on.
Accept that it's out of my control.
Ha. I'm not very good at that.
The whole being chill thing isn't inherent in my personality.
Thanks for listening.
I'm going to go make Valentine's.