Monday, July 25, 2011

on things i'm loving right now...

...my illness not being the center of every conversation i have. people have moved on, i'm moving on, i'm getting better. it's so wonderful to hear about other people's lives. to not be watching people's expressions as i explain, wondering if they really get it. or if they even believe me.

...feeling better. i love that i can say that. no ifs ands or buts. it's a fact. not fixed, but better.

...being a senior. depending on my mood, this could also end up on a "things i'm hating right now" list.

...thinking about college. again with the mixed emotions. but, it's going to happen. i am thrilled and nervous and terrified and excited.

...functioning headphones.

...two huge piles of books sitting by my bed. i can't wait to sit back and dig in.

2 comments:

Jessica said...

thats awesome!!

Patricia said...

I am soooooooo glad to hear that that bit of health we glimpsed on a Sunday evening in the pool is continuing to take hold of more spaces and moments in your life.
Accompanying non-verbals: relaxing sigh with a smile.